The Inner Workings of A Troubled Mind

I’m going to tell you something about me that most people don’t know. I have problems, or at least I think I do. I have this issue where I obsess over an issue to the point that it drives me absolutely crazy.

Does anyone else have this problem? I mean seriously, it’s so bad that I convince myself that the things I worry about are actual problems.

But that’s not the only thing…

I stress myself out, literally. My anxiety pushes me to the point that every sound stresses me out.

And…. I’m a tremendous worrier. I worry about everything and psychoanalyze every aspect of my life. Don’t have a conversation with me because I will be analyzing everything said for weeks.

But, for the most part, I manage my issues. If you don’t live with me, you wouldn’t even know I have these issues. I hide them well, but that’s just because I get anxious. Then I worry, stress, and obsess about what you would think if you seen the real me.

They whisper in the distance

I hear them say my name.

Is she lost? Will she fall? Is she gonna be okay?

Published by alswartz

I am an aspiring novelist working on my first book. I have an interest in mental health and each of my works is related to mental health in some way.

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